About Me
- HURAM-IN-PH
- 1 Kings 7:13, 21 13King Solomon then asked for a man named Huram...14for he was a craftsman skilled in bronze work...So he came to work for King Solomon...15Huram cast two bronze pillars, each 27 feet tall and 18 feet in circumference...21Huram set the pillars at the entrance of the Temple, one toward the south and one toward the north. He named the one on the south Jakin, and the one on the north Boaz. * 1 Kings 7:21 Jakin probably means "HE ESTABLISHES"; Boaz probably means "IN HIM IS STRENGTH"...GOD PROVIDES THE STRENGTH
7 comments:
dont tell me taga PLM ka?
very nice shot! ok yung pagkakapili mo ng vantage point, they look mighty and strong! maganda rin ang cloud formation, cool!
offtopic: punta ka trade fair, malay mo magkitakita tayo nung mga kablog natin, hehe
yea, i'm just behind ;)
off topic too: haha...
this doesn't warrant another blog space, so i'll just have it here:
a blogger that i just recently added to my list of favorite blogs had me watching "My Sassy Girl" over the net.
and my most favorite blogger just got me hooked into watching "Il Mare" while FTP'g something for work this morning. (finally, he's blogging again :) - why was he on hiatus? he had it listed on his comment here - why is he my favorite blogger? - hmm, what 'constitutes' a good blog for huram - i'll just blog about it soon)
erratum about the bloggers mentioned: got me hooked - err, di nila sinabi ng personal ba - just got hooked with their blog posts - awww - we know that huram, they're just your virtual coach
hmm...what's with guys and Jun Ji-hyun? just a conclusion after seeing 'my sassy girly', just maybe, silently, guys get enticed with abusive girls - some guys enjoy being an 'ander de saya' hahaha - a little spanking here and there huh - hmm girl power - only for really 'cute' female species like Jun Ji-hyun? ;)
well, i like "Il Mare" better cause the theme is more for me - loneliness and not having the right powers to attain true love - True Love Waits? maybe it's more like "True Love could be for God's chosen few only"...no regrets, I'm blessed in other areas - still able to shout my own "yipeee! praise the Lord!"...well, same with my last comment here... i caught myself taking notes while watching Il Mare.
The recurring theme on this movie brought me back to my ultimate favorite verse .
we're tormented because love goes on not because it goes away...it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all (huram: very true, even for love that is not reciprocated...tsk tsk)
i feel like being ambushed by memories i'd rather forget (huram: just happened to me last october 24 - on my birthday - while passing by "accidentally" in cebu)
there are 3 things a person can't hide...coughing, poverty and love...the harder one tries to hide them...the more they rise to the surface...but there are times when you still want to hide them...I just sit and cry...and cry until I can't anymore. (huram: still happening to me now - with a new guy - buti na lang, i'm always reminded aka rebuked by this verse)
Love is a self-inflicted pain...I hope you'll find peace in them. (huram: love causes pain/peace, moreso with un·re·quit·ed love)
Everyone I loved were always out of my reach...and I think I ached for them. (huram: definitely more pronounced now - no family/no love - it's Christmas, then there's Valentine's day 2months after - oh I'm used to it already - ayan na naman yung peyborit na kanta sa aking isip - "Asaan kaya ako Hesus kung wala Ka")
I guess I expected too much again...I know I shouldn't because it always leads to disaster. (huram: yup, i'm tired of being frustrated, so my new strategy - argghhh, this was my strategy since before, that's why i'm an old maid already - apathy -just numb your feelings, it will be gone soon)
But everyone I care about is so far away. (huram: same with the previous phrase :) - 2 blocks up - no family/no love - God is the only one near)
I hope you just forgot. (huram! this is easy as taking your daily vitamins!)
Sung-hyun's letters were little pieces of happiness...But there still is this sense of emptiness...Is it because of losing Ji-hoon?...Or not being able to meet Sung-hyun? (huram: emptiness, because the writings didn't really come across - i've been writing to him about it for seven years already - sa snail mail, sa email, sa blog - he writes back - and we were exchanging thoughts, debates - but in the end, i was labeled as his stalker - i told him not to flatter himself too much - but no, he became my friend, officemate, neighbor, but not his stalker - i just loved him so much that i don't want him to go down under - just to have him love God is enough for me, even if he's not capable of loving huram - this just got me refueled recently - still, why can't he get it? - huram's only evangelism tool left is to pray for him daily now)
I thought I could forget him...but when I heard his voice again...everything fell apart. (huram: this happened in cebu recently - got my last text from him)
I know he loves someone else...but I can't help it...I can't stop thinking about him. (huram: yup, i know that he loves soemone else, vice versa - could be another girl, his job, himself, i don't really know)
Was I just a stranger to you? Am I only a meaningless faceless stranger to you? (huram: was i?am i?)
Jung-Sook! Was it the right decision to go with Ji-Hoon to the States? and become a radio performer? Friend: Of course! True love comes from true independence. Forget all about Ji-hoon. Eun-joo: I want to believe it too. All I want is career and love. (huram: this has been the running question in my head for almost a year now - being ministered by the posts here - was it the right decision to go back? of course huram)
Best wishes to you...Thanks for everything...Goodbye. (huram: yea, i am finally free of these AF thoughts - it somehow became a stronghold before)
Seung Hyun...Please don't go...Don't go there...Don't die...Seung Hyun...I'm sorry. (huram: my running wish for this guy, please don't go to hell, please believe)
The fact that I didn't show up 2 years from now...must mean that we weren't meant to be. (huram: the fact that i wasn't able to see you in Cebu forced me back to remembering that very first day i felt that AF in MA, USA - yea, it was an abnormal feeling, you were not equally yoked, it was an un·re·quit·ed love, and it should not have lasted for seven years)
Eun-joo:And you are? Seung Hyun :I hope you're ready to hear a long and magical tale. Can you trust me? (huram: still waiting for another/my Seung Hyun)
(huram: and finally, the movie's theme song - the singer sounds like martin nievera)
(hey huram, why are you saying goodbye? - there was no "us" in the first place)
(huram: just saying goodbye to my old thoughts - thanks for everything - and for USC - "Please don't go.Don't go there.Don't die.")
~blessed HURAM-IN-PH AKA AGUR :)
(yea, the Agur who had a long debate before with you on cruise's blog)
p.s. for u again, as a teaser for that upcoming show - related ang message sa post na ito, yea jologs ako - "Dream, Believe, Survive")
and for you huram, etong commercial: "I want to be married someday" - the difference with that "Centrum" commercial - with God, huram is already complete :)
Must Say Goodbye
English version
Release me,I know the only way
to reach me,that is the way that it should be;so free me from all your memories;I know we must say goodbye;We must say goodbye;
If you belong in this world;Then I know we'll take the step to every road;Now alone,I realize you're far ahead;Without knowing you we're there still in my heart;I know we must say goodbye;We must say goodbye;
Can't we belong in this world;Then I'm sure you'd take me to your every road;Just one thin,not realizing you were there;Without knowing you were there still in your heart;I know you must say goodbye;We must say goodbye;
I know we must say goodbye;
Must we say goodbye;
re:he became my friend, officemate, neighbor, but not his stalker on my top post - i was thinking about this phrase awhile ago - years later, my future grandchildren might come across this blog and wonder - huh? you became his officemate and neighbor - that's being a professional stalker lola! - yes, claim it huram, you'll be a grandma - correction kids, he was employed there years before me - and i was in that 'beautiful' village way before he relocated there - SO, TO USC, unfortunately, I'm FAR from being your STALKER - hihi - what prestige does he gain for putting that label on me? been dreaming of me being your real stalker huh? tsk tsk tsk - i've got better things to do - like, um, blog about it! hihi, just amused now, not irritated anymore. it's christmas afterall - peace!
post valentine post:
heard this on my head just now...
i can feel that it's true...
Boy, Ikakasal ka nga ba
Dinig ko'y 'kakasal ka't
...
Oh, baby, kung mahal ka niyang talaga
Sige pakasal ka
Sige't pagpatuloy mo na
hay buhay
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